mustafa

[Madarijas-Salikeen]

as salaaamu alaykum

I never think i ever introduced myself so ill do it now. I am mustafa my actual name is Juan. My father is mexican my mother is white (her father being from germany). I was raised with no religion just believing in the Fikr that Allaah has a son naudhubillah. I when i was 12 began learning about christianity and began reading the bible daily. I would even take it to go to restaurants and in the car lol. Soon after a while i deviated away from that and started doing things i wasnt suppose to do. Then later i sougth for guidance. Though i wanted to investigate other religions to make sure i would have the correct creed. after some struggling and reading I finnally came to Islaam Alhamdulilah for this great nimah. And now im struggling to keep my imaan up and to fight against my nafs (im losing the battle lol Allaah give me strength)

so thats me mustafa aka juan

wasalaam

-mustafa

[juwairiyah]

Assalamo'alaykum Warahmatullah Wabraakatuh

[knowrass]

wa alaykum assalaam,

welcome, may Allaah swt keep you and all of us steadfast, aameen. a member once mentioned somewhere that you were shiia before becoming a sunni, is this true?

[Madarijas-Salikeen]

as salaamu alaykum,

naam akhi when i first became muslim a shia had started showing me differences. I told him later i was unsure and confused which one was right so he sent me three hundred dollars worth of shia books. I read them and that is what i knew until later walhamdulilah where i seen the deviance even from the basic fitrah in me.