Ameen, still a couple of weeks left for this to take place.
This may help:"I've seen self pity destroy some pretty special people. It either made them lose hope in Allah or in themselves."
The days of following people like that has gone brother. Now we live in time where people manufacture answers with regards to those around them while forgetting the One who is above them.
I also vote with you whichever you do like @Abdullah11
I think he is ibn al iskandar. Sent from my GT-I9505 using Tapatalk 4